I move into my new place july 31st. I actually start living there August 15th! I'm super excited!

I am sick =(. Clark came over today to visit and brought me Halls Breezers. They were even sugar free. He is such a nice and caring guy. I really do like this boy =).

White Horse Lyrics

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Baby I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

I just realised I have alot of shit to do for my interview to get into my major. =(

On new years when asked what was the best thing that happened to you in 2008 my boyfriend looked at me and said "this girl right here, and making the album". It made me super happy =).

17 days left till my b-day!

Break is going good so far. Its nice being home but home can also get boring. Today I have to go into work for a meeting to talk about Xmas break camp. So hopefully camp isnt as bad as summer camp was. The people I work with usually piss me off.

Grades were posted in kaps and I was suprised by what I got.

08F EDPF29525 3.0 A- EDUCATIONAL PSYCHOLOGY
08F GEOG17063 3.0 B- WORLD GEOGRAPHY
08F ITEC19525 3.0 A EDUCATIONAL TECHNOLOGY
08F MATH14002 4.0 CT>I BASIC MATHEMATICAL CONCEPTS I
08F PSYC11762 3.0 A GENERAL PSYCHOLOGY

I know that I got a D in Basic math concepts II which pisses me off cause I have to retake it. But if you dont count the D I have a 3.6 but counting the D I have a 2.95. Once I retake that class and get the grade replaced I hope to make the gpa alot higher. But overall i'm pretty happy because even with the D I was real close to a 3.0. I just want to graduate with honors thats my ultimate goal.

So yeah besides lounging in my room i'm not to sure of what i'm doing today besides a meeting at 6 and possibly going to my brothers band concert.

So excited for tomorrow! Love this kid more and more every day!

Done with finals! So happy that this semester is over. Hopefully I passed math concepts II. Worked called today and i'm working camp over break which is good. Not alot of hours but i'll take what I can get. I cant wait for sunday! I want to go out and do something cute with tim any body have any ideas? besides dinner and a movie lol.

Not looking forward to tomorrow. =( Finals = no fun. Looking foward to Sunday though! Guess what sunday is? If you guessed the day I get to see tim you are correct! lol. Looking foward to the break and spending time with him. I miss him <3. It makes it extra hard when your boyfriend is your boyfriend plus your best friend.

It was established tonight that we will be together on new years and hop from party to party together. I was like "are we gonna be together for the night?" and he was like " Yeah thats what i've been planning". I'm glad that I got a well yeah duhhh tiffany responce rather than a well not for the whole night. I feel like new years is a holiday that is a definite couple holdiay cause of the significance of midnight. Tim was the first boy I ever kissed when the ball dropped =).

Well off to bed and up early to study my life away.

I think my brain is slowly shutting down because I over worked it lol. I'm so done with this studying shit. I had 3 exams this week along with my portfolio for graduation due. I have another exam this morning but its a make up exam. Our professor allows us to retake one exam out of the three we have so I decided to give it a shot. This weekend is gonna blow cause my three finals I have are monday and tuesday. Looks like besides Tim's concert on Friday and going home sunday for my parents vow renual i've got a weekend full of studying to look forward to. Yay! I'm so excited! Well i'm gonna go and look at my notes for this test.

Side note - So i'm not doing so hot in my math concepts II class. Pretty much the entire class is failing. I was talking to a girl in my class and she goes "well its ok you dont want to graduate anyway stay in college as long as you can before you have to go into the real world" I looked at her and said " I dont know about you but college is not free for me I cant afford to stay in college any more longer bring on the real world"

I'm gonna try and be more understanding. The past days have been going well I hope they stay this way. Me and tim are gonna go to the transiberian orchestra concert. I'm excited! I've always wanted to go. Thats gonna be the other part of his xmas present. Love him <3.

All I have to say is maybe drinking at 12:30 am when you have to wake up at 6:45 am was not that great of an idea like I thought.

P.S. My lethargic star cracks me up!

So happy this week is over!

Went to Guts last night and hurt myself lol. Managed to cut my elbow and scrape both knees and realised today that my right ass cheak is bruised lol. But regardless it was still fun!

Today I am gonna be productive and go grocery shopping and go buy my twilight ticket! I am so excited to go see twilight in a couple of weeks! I have to work tonight which is gonna prob be boring. But I work with my friend julie and working with her is always a good time.

I miss Tim alot, counting down the days until I get to see him again. There are 17 days to go! It's nice that we only have one weeks of classes then finals until Xmas break. Than I have a whole month of relaxing. Well i'm gonna go get going on my productive day.

I've come to learn that I hate the week. Too much work and stress. I know alot of people are in the same boat as me, I just want it to be thanksgiving break already. That means only 2 weeks until a whole month of not having to worry about shit.

How do you sleep at night knowing that I cant.

Tomorrow is friday! Just got done with classes for the day gotta work 3-8 than home to work on a paper and pack. Working 11:30-3:00 than experiement from 3:30-6:30 than off to mount union for the weekend. I'm super excited to see tim!

I miss him =(. I wish that friday would hurry up and get here already.

I am drained. I am physically and mentally drained. I am just tired of shit in general. I want it to be xmas break already. I would like to go home and be carefree. I didnt get a summer break cause I worked and went to school. I just want to go home and be able to spend time with Tim and my friends from home. It's not that I dont love my friends here its just I havnt seen tim or my friends from home as much as I would like. I dont like growing up I hate the idea. I know its gonna happen no matter what I do. So I need to just deal with the fact that i'm gonna be 21 in 3 months and after this year only 2 more years until I graduate. After that i'm gonna be in the real world and have no other choice. Of course i'll always be a kid at heart but things wont be able to be so carefree like when I was younger. I feel like crying and I probably will when I lay down to go to sleep. I just want to talk to someone about this but I feel like no one really understands where i'm coming from or they do and they just dont want to realize it themselves. I wish that this past weekend could be every day for me. I like not having to worry about things. Just gonna keep thinking about this weekend and him to help me get threw this week.

Excited for this weeked! Three weeks without seeing him is way to long. I hope this weekend turns out like I am currently imagining it in my head. I hope we don't fight and have a great weekend consisting of cute moments and fun dates. Gonna go work on my halloween costume and then go to bed.

I find myself falling more in love with him with each passing day.